my life is a...

well u see today is a good and bad day...more in the middle than one or the other. but i think its funny how evrything bad gathers around me...no one at school seems to have the prombles i do...and i am so srry to say but the movie i told u about probably isnt going to be made...it sucks.sometimes i do want to crawl into a hole but i dont...sometime yeah i do. but it tends to be for the better.sometimes... evrything u go through is for a reason. you cant just leave it behind.no matter how hard to you try to... you will always remember what you dont want to.
to anyone who feels how i do. i.love.you. i will always love you....
you can reach me at cute_brat_07@yahoo.com
i.love.you
remember that...

well....

understand that sense i am almost done cutting, i am doing everything not to... and  today i had 2 razor blades in my wallet and charlie was nice enough to let me have him keep my wallet until the end of the day....thanks a million charlie...

   dont live on false hopes...you have a reason, so live for it....false hopes are just lying to you. have a true hope... you know what one is for you. go on chase it, cacth it, and live on it. let it give u the drive you need to make it through the day. someone needs you, be there for them....HOPE

this week

for 10 days me and my family are going to have a french student(from France....OMG) at my house...i cant wait...did u know that the french dont have rootbeer and popcorn chicken? well now u do...my moive is starting to come along very well....so plz keep praying for me and this moive...i'll need it...bad...

MoViE update

so i haven't started my movie, my friends ashly, emma, aaron, and other along with myself are going to start it in the next week or so...

MoViE

okay guys...i am making a movie and as soon as im done i'll put it up...i will need imput, if you are willing to give it to me....ty

my bruises

hey wat ^? yesterday @ softball i busted up my arm pretty good. i mean i knew i had it coming but i wasnt even using my bat.i was sorta using courtneys... but yeah it just a really big bump now and a huge bruise.lol now it hurts to move it...byes

hey yal

how are you all doin?tonight we have a soft ball game at indian lake... and emily wants to do my hair... im soooooooo scared.
about a week or two ago i broke up with my b/f.... dont worry tho now i am going out with a guy from my youth group. even tho he's a 6th grader i think i'll live.

thank you for being there for me chris....and i am sorry for needing you as much as i did..... but all the same thank you and to all my other friends 2!!!

hey now its the truth on the inside from my past i must be f-ing geogeous...and to a couple of my friends....

this girl is emo emily -->

so i know im strange....but what r u???

lol funny...

hey now....STOP

the pic i wanted to put on here wasnt allowed for school.....y ppl mock emos and/or goths is unknown to me....you mock that(emo/gothic) you are mocking me....its notgood to mock me....

it says " just cause im 'emo'tional dosent mean i still cant break ur face... -emo girls- (this isnt a theart to ANYONE i just thoght it was funny.)

i thought this was very funny...

thank you to all my friends who helped me throgh the toughest year of my life.... also thank you for never leaving, giving up, or making fun of me... b/c of u guys i love life and myself.....

you dont get it....you never have..... you never saw this.....until now....

in the begnning of the school year i had a promble...this promble is fixed now....these r pic. i like or dont... I DONT LABEL..... save a life....be a friend..

funny and sad...all the same...

my friends really would help me up

then trip me...though thats y i luv

them.... thanks 2 morgan for the pic.

music in band

I HEART HAPPY DEATH MUSIC..........we call it ode

my spring break.....

was not very eventful....i had softball everyday, i waz suppose 2 babysit but i couldnt, i stay at one of my friends houses, i had kt bug spend the night, and i also stayed the night at my aunt and uncles, and went to church.......thats about it......

then yesterday at softball, the day before a game, i get hurt....we have to slide in to homeplate if there is an atempt to throw a ball to homeplate to get you out, so...........i have slide now 3 times in my life and i still cant...so yesterday when we tried slideing the 2nd time i did it my left foot caught on something and now my big toe is bruised all the way through....yipee....thankfully i can still run so i can play tonight....

2008-2009 Marching Band Season

OMG i cant believe it i got invited to marching band...im soo happy...i get to be w/ emma,amanda,paytie,brie,matt,rachel,sarah,and most of all.....everyone else....hey my best guy friend Chris well here's a pic of him:

i know u cant see all his face but you'll live.he plays the baritone, and hes tall....u can see the rest.though he didnt make marching band.it also looks like he has brown eyes he has blue.

hey hey hey this is ur girl AsH.i got a new BfF....oh yeah..if you go to my friends blog on the bottom of the page click on ktbug and look at my newest bff's blog

this could ONLY happen 2 ME

my friend kayla met this guy chris on da internet...her boyfriend chris is my best friend... now i have to tell chris(her boyfriend) that she is breaking up with him...i mean come on how sad...for kaylas b-day her internet "dude" is coming down to meet her...i just cant bring myself to break up with chris FOR HER...what should i do???help...